Before this I never realized that actually the ambience, the weather the mis-en-scene can account for so many of our emotions. Well today during a conversation with a friend, something struck me and for a split second I thought of that phase and that one boy who in ditching me did me so much good. You can't blame anyone who falls in love more with the idea of love in a romantic ambience...can you?

When people around you do not practice what they preach it can really pique you at times. Like this lady I have to report to…she walks in when she feels like walks out on her whims and gives shady instructions, suffers severe mood swings wears casuals on a weekday and for all this if on one day as an exception you did any of these, she’d walk up to you and say weird stuff. Really some people can drive you nuts and just have so much attitude that you’d be sick… 

There is a thrill in my veins as I begin to write again in my blog. It's been some time, got married, finished my M.Phil...life has been moving. Little matured in my outlook but forever lost in my childishness--that is the present status of 'mystic doldrums.' It felt nice to browse through the write-ups and revisit the past, to learn of my frustrations and my elation too! A new job, more new friends...there is so much happening around me. Nothing much to stay at this point...feels good...thanks to my loving parents, my adorable husband, and a bunch of really lovely friends...