Saturday 12 December 2009

Love pangs!

I am not sure what exactly love is! The irony of it all is that I find myself madly in love. The symptoms that are oft repeated and the cliched sickly sweet Bollywood songs seem uncannily similar sometimes and I cannot figure out how! Sleepless nights, deep desire to look all pretty and all those very familiar and irritatingly common stuff that otherwise irritate the hell out of me are here to daunt me for the rest of my life (at least it apparently seems so for the time being.)The interesting facet is that I have failed to find a true logic behind all this mindless behaviour though of course I have pretended to be oblivious of these 'love' consequences. The fact that I have to pen it down in my blog is definitely evidence of my repugnance towards paying a tribute to the love symptoms. All said and done, this does in no way defy my undoubted love for my beloved.

Sunday 6 December 2009

Suddenly at a dead end...

Its like waking up one fine morning and discovering that all the world has moved on while, like Rip Van Winkle you've spent those years in a mystic delirium of which you can recall nothing and a waste that you cannot make good! Dreams that have plagued you and fascinated you but they were (or are rather) hypnotic illusions that sustain you with the blatant lie - life is fair and the ways of the almighty are just. Definitely I have not turned in an atheist in a couple of fortnights but yes its no good feigning that I am content...contentment seems a distant term and the pursuit of which has brought me to a dead end! Oh! I so wish I had a fairy godmother only she would not give a magic charm to entice Mr. Charming but win my dream and grant me my wish of success and fame...